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a little about me 
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Name: Sachie CLICK CLICK! pweaaaase :3 Plurk Plurk Plurk! sexy backs wtf Sasha Knowles Afique Ahmad Nazri Aiza Amira AKIEF! Ali Iskandar Amir Hisham Amir Nashrin Amir Rasyidi Andrea Low Audrey Ser Arran Foong Austin Hii Brenda Kwon Carmen Au Carmen Cheong Carmen Mok Chen Teng Childhood Dreamers Choi Yen Chris ; Lancerie Darren Ho Esther Lum Farris Danial Felicia Goh Foo Jin Ben Hon Yee Howard Goh Hua Min Jamie Liew Jia Min Jiy Ni Joseph Lee Kist Koh Kyean Madihah MASHH Malcolm Ng May Teng Melissa Tan Michelle Lee Mun Yee Nikki Ng Olivia Tan Rachel Liu Samantha Su Yeong Wei Yong Enn Cheesie Kenny Sia Natalie Chai Su Ann Vvens MEH SI AH RANDOM : 
I has many soulmatez - she is one! but she will never admit her love for me FML
I love my bro/donkey/yoochun very very much. btw Nick, Tiffany is mine :p
archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Thursday, January 7 @ 8:39 AM
year of the gentleman  Ne-Yo's concert - fuckin awesome!with the jumping and the screaming and the sweating and the dancing and the singing, fuh. (haha I just came back btw, my fangirlism is at its best. so bare with me :p) I don't know if you remember this, but a while ago I blogged about how much I love his So You Can Cry song. le sigh, that performance nearly left me in tears haha really didn't see that coming :) I know that healing takes time Hey even your heart has a pace but how much time are you gonna take too much will be a mistake Tuesday, January 5 @ 10:23 PM
Akon feat David Guetta - Sexy Chick <3  Monday, January 4 @ 8:38 PM
Tremble for my beloved  my PD trip with Kim! the love of my life wtf.she's now busy with college and busy with the task I gave her to go get herself a nice boyfriend haha. Sue Yii's coming back from Perth today that's why I'm really excited! she's been away for two weeks only but it feels like two years. its only the second day of school and I already feel the change in this house. sometimes I wonder, all this big dreams of mine, how long can I stand to strive in a world full of strangers and competition? ooo excitement, but I admit I'm scared shitless too. why can't I have hug buddies all over the world wtf.   in the car, that was the first time I saw her in her newly-dyed hair. she looked so korean! and much fairer. I was tempted to dye my hair too but, uh, not at the current moment I guess. maybe one day when I get my mohawk I'll colour it pink too ^_^ we listened to Mighty Mouth's Smile most of the time, really brought out that serene feeling. sucha motivating song :) in the lobby. omg by this time I got so excited I was very distracted haha  by this time, no need to say already lah sigh. I thought I could fly wtf  wanna know the best part of this room?our private pool. THATS RIGHT MOTHA **** (&*^(&^0-38912HJKSDVLSKJDHNKL!!!!!!!   WOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha. I pity Kim, she was intimidated by the pool hahaha.   see the difference in our poses? I was dying to "accidentally" jump in but look at Kim... :pthe next best thing was this square thing that lets us see the sea underneath.    Kim was scared of that too wtf. I was the one more excited hahaha <3 we then strolled around the place to see the gym, the public pool, the sauna, the place to rent bicycles (!!!) and the sea :)      yeah baby that's tight!Sunday, January 3 @ 9:58 PM
it feels like an overdose  when I stepped out of the balcony I just froze in amazement. wow, what a house.and its originally Sandra Knuyt's! I love her paintings. so, full of feminism. and its very diva-like, so yeah.   the purpose of this shot was to show you one her paintings but I only got her sig pffft. my dad has this painting! I remember tricking Sohei and Naoki into thinking my dad painted it >:p  my favourite spot - the rooftop. its a perfect place to shoot a very corny romantic scene haha.  the host's christmas hat haha. she was so busy with everything. she was literally everywhere haha either giving out wine or little santa cupcakes. in the midst of it all her hat fell off and I was there so she just gave it to me haha.  so cute!yay I like how my pictures are very big now. yay you can see my every pimple now wtf thats not funny FML. sigh, I tried Garnier shine light but it only made my skin worse. so now I'm back to Clean & Clear, because its so foamy haha. which is the best brand for skin care :(  spot the ham! very funny story, I came to the house with an empty stomach so when I saw this
 the sister who brought the news hahaha. guess what? she just came back from school in the new school GREEN uniform, with hair styled in two ponytails... HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
the kids are back from school so they want my attention, you know as the mother (sigh) they keep bugging me so I can't blog in peace (sigh) SO PEACE OUT (sigh) @ 10:03 AM
lightheartedness  Saturday, January 2 @ 4:14 AM
inilah ceritaku HAHAHA I was suppose to ace cooking by now! right, me, cooking? the last time I tried I ended up on the couch reading New Moon while my sister handled the rest. uh-huh, my 12-year-old sister! tsktsk. nevermind, I shall not give up! I shall not lose faith! even if the house burns down, its... okay because I'll cook good food and good food makes people happy so they'll forget that its my fault and we'll live happily ever after wtf. so before I came to Sri Garden, my BM was fairly fluent. I was one of those who'll get excited when friends started berspeaking. ugh, now its rubbish!!! I struggled over BM papers for the past two years and the highest I scored was a B. that, for a malay+muslim is exclusively degrading. so yesterday as me and two of my tudungheads (madihah and aiza) were browsing through the best-seller section in MPH, I told them how Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet In Heaven touched my heart deeply. "weh, buku ni buat I menangis terdesak-desak dowh!" ... menangis terdesak-desak wtf its supposed to be teresak-esak :( sangat memalukan!!! saya ah, itu report to my emak lah, wah dia punya reaction sangat berhangat wtf. Kak Bella wants to check her facebook now so I gtg wtf. I sound so happy in my blog now its amazing :O @ 1:14 AM
love ain't the enemy, we could be lost then found    and they think I'm the freak chocoholic in the family!!! look at this :  jengjengjeng wth. Friday, January 1 @ 5:20 AM
Happy New Ears! wtf. OK so maybe I underestimated the power of the blogging world, but ngeh, atleast I wasn't rude and pushy. it just adds more to my amazement that wow, even a known person like her still handles her privacy with care. oh daaaaaamn, Tik Tok is on! don't stop make it pop, DJ blow my speakers up tonight Imma fight till we see the sunlight LETS BREAK IT DOWN, OLD SKOOL STYLE! /dances wtf 2010 started off really well. I missed my MASHH buddies very much, it would've been perfect if the others were there. (yes, you Kim! and the girl who is kissing policemen all over Perth wtf. I'm talking about Sue Yii haha. and my eyebrow tudunghead, where were you babe?) we all gathered at Za's because she has such an awesome view of the whole city. the irony the moment I felt that pang in my stomach just made it all more special lol. I was already undressed and then it happened, I tried fighting it off but it just made it all whole lot worse. so OK, fine, cannot surprise the others with my pink jubah first. so I wore my pink headband instead haha. I don't know, wearing my favourite colour on new years eve, it felt like I was making a statement of some sort, and that felt good. we sat at the park and talked under the moon. a family were spotted having a little bbq at the side, and as we went up to the pool many others were lazing around. the sight of it all were just so surreal, everyone was so relaxed, so happy. and the moon was so exceptionally beautiful that night, it was amazing. to top it all off, I had ice-cream! yay me wtf. while waiting for the fireworks we watched a movie where many kissing and drugs were involved haha it was... entertaining? :p   you know that feeling like you're on top of the world? HELL YEAH.you see EVERY firework released at EVERY place in KL and ohemgee the experience left me breathless. there were fireworks everywhere! the ones near Times Square were more eye-catching than the ones at KLCC. I was too engulfed in its beauty I didn't even think of taking a picture of it. it was so beautiful, like flowers blooming into life. again and again and again.  took this right when 2010 started. more special mah, cause she special mah, teehee. Aiza and I :)aiyoh sisters are back gotta spend time with them or they'll go to bed pissed -_-. more pictures to be uploaded soon! till then! Thursday, December 31 @ 7:07 PM
cause I'm still here breathing now 2009 is by far the most dramatic year in my life. even until now, its still spiralling through a new phase. what I'm most proud of is how I finally got the guts to share my ultimate passion with my friends - performing arts. in this case, singing.  I got so caught up with fear I just shrugged the offers off with a simple"no, they wouldn't understand" after the incident in 2007, I swore to never ever let anybody interfere with my emotions. in short, I practiced to not feel anything. to be numb. to never care, to never ever feel vulnerable ever again. I threw away everything that involves loving and caring and I ended up being an emotional cripple. I was alone - I had no friends and I hated my family. I became a wallower. I shut close my connections completely with the outside world. I hated school - I thought it was useless and pointless and that led my results leaving down the drain. I had a demandingly huge trust issue. I stopped believing in friends and that led to many heaty arguments. it was... terrible. many were left dumbfounded, what happened to that hyper, crazy, carefree woman who were always so cheerful? many were worried, but they have their own lives to worry about. thinking back I always just, blamed my parents for everything. for making such stupid mistakes. for affecting me and my sisters so much. for ruining our family, and their own marriage. and all that on my 15th birthday? why? but you know, running away led me nowhere. love just found its way in. it just... it will always find its way in. no matter how long, no matter how far. life and its surprises, huh? :)  those who know me well knows that 18 is my favourite number. 2009 was full of worth-remembering-18 dates, heck, even SPM started on the 18th of November. I'm gonna turn eighteen next year ooo!!! very very excited!!!meh, you haters go fuck yourself :) last moments at home before new year. am currently blasting Through The Trees because only I and Kakak are at home. I heart this song. had a hearty breakfast this morning, sisters are safe at Zana's place, and I am now off to bath for the fireworks later. Happy 2010 everyone :)
cause I'm still here breathing now, Wednesday, December 30 @ 10:37 PM
suprise, surprise.     @ 12:24 PM
2010 :) That's life I can't deny it I thought of quitting, baby This heart wasn't gonna buy it And if I didn't think it was worth one single try I'd jump right on a big bird & then I'd fly I say that's life& as funny as it may seem Some people get their kicks Stompin' on your dreams But I don't let it, let it get me down 'Cause this fine ol' world keeps spinning 'round I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, A poet, a pawn & a king I've been up & down & over & out But I know one thing Each time I find myself, flat on this face I pick myself up & get back in the race cause that's life :) @ 9:13 AM
let's, not pretend.    so pretty right? christmas decorations just never dies. ever.I peed so much today! any fluids I consume will just automatically drag my ass to the toilet. I met SO many friends today at pavilion hahaha its just funny. like, literally everywhere I turned to I see a familiar face. Kim and I had so much fun window shopping today. I am slowly learning the art of resisting pink clothing items at forever 21... EXHALEEE wtf. wow. 2010 is so close now. I am so excited!!! one thing I've learnt from this year is how fucking lucky I am to have such awesome people in my life. my close friends, my backbones. ones who wouldn't hesitate to scream my name as I step on stage, ones who wouldn't hold back to tell me what my mistakes are, ones who'd buy me ice-cream whenever I'm down. teehee. feeling all fuzzy wuzzy inside! I gulped down that cafe mocha to awaken myself to stay on for that long talk and god, its effects are stiiilllll darn active. I am so awake now I feel like I can blog for the whole morning! see who paid a visit recently!   kissy :)ini anak tengku ar, datang rumah ambil ugly betty saya ah! and fyi, I am still hooked with Bad Romance. my god lah. how not to love this song! so I went to school recently to help complete my sisters preparations for school. the usual - books, uniform, school shoes. it felt so weird that I was there, at the place I used to call hellhole/jail/fucked up (haha) and feel... calm. serene. awed. "wow... I don't have to dread myself to come to this place anymore!!!" I met few juniors and I couldn't help but feel so sorry for them wtf. after we were all done and ready to leave, I saw one of my good friends playing basketball in the field. I got so excited so I started waving and jumping to catch his attention but for some reason he just never noticed. or maybe he was just simply ignoring me. I shouted his name a few times alongside with the jumping and the waving but still no response. later then I found out he was listening to his mp3 FML!!!
Monday, December 28 @ 5:59 PM
white christmas  currently enjoying & loving life after SPM and high school. making the best out of it because I know very well when I start taking things more seriously in January, its all back to square one. so yeah.on christmas I went to two christmas parties, and on christmas eve had bbq at Sue's place. it was lovely, though it was small but the people and the food, and the MUSIC. mmmm :) ... okay so initially I was planning to splatter all my christmas pictures here but damn, my internet is seriously testing my patience so let me just show you my mom.   heehee. her dorky personality is seriously making me wonder if I'm the daughter or the mother FML Sunday, December 27 @ 8:33 AM
so many things to say, one day. one day :)  @ 6:12 AM
brief update just came back from town. a whole day in pavilion with the family is always good but in the wrong shoes? oh hell no. by the time the second movie started I really couldn't stand it anymore so I literally walked around barefooted haha. and so we watched Avatar and Alvin & The Chipmunks 2. okay so everyone knows the chipmunks were utterly theodorable but that Avatar movie, WOW. just, WOW. even now I am still awed by Pandora, by how this movie took ten years in the making, and that its written and directed by the same person. and that person is the guy who directed the ever-so-legendary Titanic. I am officially avatar-fied wtf. it is so good I don't mind watching it again in 3D!!!    :) Friday, December 25 @ 9:29 PM
merry christmas everybody!    how can I not enjoy christmas this year? :) Thursday, December 24 @ 7:02 AM
teehee. guess who's birthday is it now? Naoki's!!!
 see what I mean :PWednesday, December 23 @ 7:15 PM
"just turn your heart to stone" my dad wouldn't add me in facebook wtf.  sigh, things haven't been smooth-sailing recently and I keep thinking of being a guy. to be able to walk away guiltless, to not be stuck with thoughts or emotions or feelings, them lucky bitches wtf.and since my mom ditched me (DAMN SAD OKAY. we were suppose to go out together but she said the car no space for me WTF!!! but she made it up by cooking me lunch, so okay la fine la no need to ignore her today wtf) I am now alone at home FML. I wanna watch bucket list :( went karaoke yesterday. to release all this anger. because friends are so lidat teehee. the fact that the korean songs are much more updated now is very nice, but the increase in price made me cringe. WHYYY!  have I told you I love gaga's bad romance rah rah ah ah ah ah wtf. Tuesday, December 22 @ 5:58 PM
without being disrespectful Gaga's Bad Romance music video is so nice I keep dragging my sisters to watch it with me. I love this song la omg. oh yesh, sisters are back :)   
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memorable, indeed. it still doesn't change a thing, does it? I saw many things yesterday - it wasn't pleasant. |
I went crazy la, right? SACHIE MAH.
me and Deanna with Julia and her sister. very nice kids :)
I'm proud of who my parents are today. they are my joy, they are my strength. the past? well its the past.
my shy side wtf. taken during christmas! yeah, the day I accidentally ate pork ughhh.
she was checking how chubby I can be FML 